| November 15th, after the dance |
[Jul. 10th, 2008|02:18 am] |
Ugh. The dance was very tiring. Nothing out of the ordinary happened, but all in all, it was an enjoyable night. Theodore was a very enjoyable date, to say the least.
Enough of this- I'm washing my face and going to bed now. I hope everyone had an enjoyable night as well.
((I know the dance thread isn't over, but I'm bored and just figured that I'd put something in here. Comments open and welcome. =])) |
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[Nov. 7th, 2007|10:02 am] |
[hexed to Neville, Draco, Daphne]
Remember the last entry I posted? ((in RL on Oct 31))
Well. Now I really wish I was still someone without a conscience.
This is driving me crazy. I see Slytherins in the halls being mean to other houses, and I don't want to take points away from them, because they're in my house, and who honestly takes points away from their own house? In Slytherin, we give points for hexing first-years, honestly. I of all people should know this.
But it makes me SICK.
And i want to do something about it, but can't.
Daphne, before you open your mouth, shut up. I'm not whining.
Much. [end hex]
This includes Slytherins, but if you get in my way today, I will hurt you. |
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[Oct. 31st, 2007|10:00 am] |
[hexed to Neville, Draco, Melinda, Daphne]
I AM SO SICK OF THIS.
Can I please just go back to hating everyone and everything? I honestly think sometimes that life was so much easier when I didn't have a conscience.
Of course, I don't mean that. I'm just frustrated. I think there's something wrong between myself and Blaise, and Tracey is always with him, and there is no way I am going near him with her there, I might strangle her. And then he'd really hate me. But Luca is gone as well, not that i'm complaining, mind you, but how am I supposed to fix my father when I feel odd around Blaise and Luca's missing? Or whatever it is he is.
Anyway. I just needed to complain. Maybe I'll go kick some bunnies now.
Kidding.[end hex] |
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| I don't get it |
[Sep. 13th, 2007|12:04 pm] |
I'm not really sure where this year is headed anymore, but I think I like it more each day.
True, there are things I'd like to change, like the fact that, oh, I don't know, my FATHER is a RAT. But other than that, I think I'm okay.
( hexed to Draco ) |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2007|03:26 pm] |
[Private to Neville]
Melinda's in. She's written to me and Daphne.
Can you meet all three of us, do you think, to talk to Mel about this more?
Thanks,
P[/private] |
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| November 1, morning before Weasley party |
[May. 5th, 2007|08:29 pm] |
It's been a while, I know.
I'm planning on going to the Weasley party this afternoon.
[hexed to self and Daphne and Draco]
And then there's tonight. I'm rather scared about tonight, but I'm not sure why, honestly. I mean, it's not like Bobbin Melinda is going to turn us in or anything. I mean, she could, but who would believe her?
Im just so scared.
But I know what it is I have to do.
Daphne, you know the time and place.
Draco--thank you.[/hex]
Sometimes I miss Promise. I wish she were here, to give me the advice I need right now. I didn't realize how close I'd gotten to her until she was gone. Isn't that sad? I don't realize that about a lot of people.
[hexed to self]
Draco. My parents. Daphne, when she was almost gone. And Blaise--I don't still have feelings for him, not like that, at least, but...sometimes I wish I knew what to do about people leaving and me being afraid to lose them.
But Slytherins are resourceful. Well, not really. But we are cunning. And it basically boils down to the same thing.[/hex]
[hexed to Neville]
Will you teach me Occlumency? Please.[/hex]
Off to do this Potions homework. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2007|02:47 pm] |
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( Owl to Draco )
[hexed to Slytherins]
Can it PLEASE be December yet? Going home to an empty house will be better than being here and doing NOTHING for weeks and weeks on end.
Still getting no farther with the "make your dad not a rat anymore!" thing.
Anyone else feel like making Hufflepuffs cry? I need some amusement.[/hex]
I am frustrated.
Beware, first-years. |
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[Mar. 5th, 2007|10:21 am] |
Well, then.
I feel a bit more like myself.
In case any of you were wondering (which I'm sure you're not), my father is learning how to communicate as a rat.
Oh, joy.
Not really sure what else there is to say.
[hexed to Promise, Longbottom, Daphne, and Draco]
Longbottom--Daphne says you're talking. I think I need to talk to you as well.
Daphne--we have things to discuss.
I have just made the biggest decision of my entire life, and I feel so scared. But even then I don't think that's the word for it--I think it's more like exhilirated and frightened all at once.
I'm not sure what to do, but I do know this: Draco, you were right. Cunning can be used more than one way.
I only wish I had more time.[/hex]
I'm actually looking forward to the dance now. Hm. |
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| October 22 |
[Oct. 3rd, 2006|10:38 am] |
( Owl to Antoine )
[hexed to Draco, Daphne, and Promise only]
I am so confused. I don't know what to do anymore. All my life I was bred for something that I'm not sure I believe in any longer. And I don't know how I can escape from that fate. And then there's my father....we've hardly made any progress there. And I want to know why the Dark Lord is so keen on me breaking these spells. I'm scared to find out what he has in mind for me if I'm able to break them. And if I don't break them....
Why do I feel so un-Slytherin like these days? [/hex] |
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